Saturday, May 31, 2008

While We Wait...




It has been so hard to wait these past 2 weeks since we got that beautiful picture of our baby girl! If it wasn't for our boys keeping us busy, I don't know what we would do. They are always doing something to make us laugh...


This is Zai and Bray shaving in the tub, trying to be just like Daddy!


They seem to keep my mind off not being able to hold her. If it wasn't for them, I would have already been on a plane, no doubt!


The boys are looking forward to having a baby sissy. They pray for her every night and even got to witness my excitement when I got the call about our referral. I was screaming, crying, jumping up and down. They were looking at me like I had just lost my mind. Izaiah was laughing and Braylon was about to cry bc I was. They look at her picture everyday and sometimes even kiss her. Zai wants to be my "helper" and even said he would help change her diapers! Bray said "no way"!


Going into this adoption, I often wondered, "would I love this child as much as I love our boys?" God has very clearly shown me that without a doubt, I will! The moment that I laid eyes on her picture, I fell in love. It is so hard to explain, you just have to experience it. I felt like I had just given birth, but just couldn't hold her. I never thought that I could fall in love just by looking at a picture, but you sure can! We have prayed for "little Layla" for so long. We have always known that God had chosen a baby just for us, and that everything would happen in His perfect timing. It couldn't have been more perfect!



Sometimes I get down thinking about Layla growing up without us there, but I trust God! I know that she is being taken care of my wonderful nannies in Ethiopia and that God has His eye on her.



This is Matt mowing, being followed by the boys on their 4-wheeler & race car. They want to be "just like daddy"!



Please keep praying for a speedy court date. That everything will go smooth and we can travel soon!
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Itsy Bitsy Teeny Weeny Yellow Polka Dot Bikini

Look at how adorable this swim suit is...

Matt and I went out for our 6 year anniversary, and you don't even have to guess what we did. Yep, we went shopping for Layla, of course! I just couldn't help myself. We did have a romantic dinner at Macaroni Grill, but I had to go to the mall and atleast buy 1 thing....

An Itsy Bitsy Teeny Weeny Yellow Polka Dot Bikini (LOL)!!

I saw it and just couldn't resist. It is just too cute!

Shopping for a girl is so much FUN! There is so much to choose from. I really have to remind myself of "self-control" when I want to buy everything in the store!
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Wednesday, May 21, 2008

We have a REFERRAL!!!

We finnally have our referral!!! YAY!!! I can't put into words how I feel. I've been shaking since 12:30 when I got the call. We are going to be parents again to a 3 month old (today), baby girl. She is beautiful & tiny!! I can't post pictures until we pass through court. SORRY! I can't wait to show her off. Thanks for your prayers!!!

Praising Him,
Matt & Kristy

Ethiopia In Crisis

Humanitarian agencies are rushing emergency aid to drought-stricken central Ethiopia, where a sudden deterioration in food supplies has led to surge of child mortality. At least 23 children have died at hospitals and emergency feeding centers during the past three weeks, and authorities say countless others have died at home for lack of treatment. In this first of two reports from the hardest-hit area around the town of Shashemene 250 kilometers south of Addis Ababa, VOA's Peter Heinlein reports conditions are expected to worsen over the coming months.

Four out of five children in Ethiopia do not get life-saving health care when they need itIt is bedlam inside a tent on the grounds of the Shashemene hospital. Thirty severely malnourished children, their mothers, and assorted other siblings are scattered over the bare ground, with nothing to do but wait for the next feeding.Three-year-old Chemeni is a tiny wisp of bony flesh with black eyes wide as saucers. Her mother, Buqre Hussein softly strokes Chemeni's face, a younger daughter strapped to her back. She says her children are among the fortunate ones."I am glad my children are recovering,” she said. “And I expect they will recover. I am glad to see this."Every four hours, each child in the tent receives a red cup filled with a high-nutrition supplement known as F-75. But Shashemene's regional health officer, Dr. Abebe Megerso says many more malnourished children are having to be turned away."The supply is not enough because we did not know the problem is this much overwhelming,”said Megerso. “And now as the people with problem are appearing, the supply we have at hand is becoming short, and even now, we do not have F-100 and F-75, particularly F-75 is very scarce now."This makeshift therapeutic feeding center was erected nearly three weeks ago when health officials realized they had an emergency on their hands. Dr. Megerso says regional health officials tried to prepare for the effects of the drought, but could not imagine the shortages, and the flood of malnourished children, would be this bad."It is unusual,” he said “We have never had problem before because this zone is known by surplus production. We are simply admitting the severely malnourished ones, and we are referring the children with high complications to hospital. But we cannot refer all of them to hospital because we can create high overcrowding in hospital and we are not well prepared."Ethiopian officials last month issued an international appeal for enough emergency food aid for two-point-two million people. But U.N. agencies say at least three-point-four-million people, and possibly many more, are already severely affected by the drought. Viviane Van Steirteghem, deputy country director for the U.N. Children's Agency, UNICEF, says tens of thousands of children are in danger of starvation."We estimate now, and this is a best estimate, that 126,000 children over the country are in immediate need of this therapeutic care to avoid mortality,” said Viviane Van Steirteghem.The United States provides the bulk of the food aid to Ethiopia. The U.S. Congress approved an additional $100 million of aid this month, boosting the total for the year to more than $300 million.But the U.N. World Food Program estimates 395,000 metric tons of food will be needed to get through the immediate crisis. That will cost $147 million more than is currently available. The WFP's Lisette Trebbi says the way conditions are deteriorating, the month of June is going to be especially difficult."We have new donations coming in, but it is a question of timing,” said Lisette Trebbi. “And we therefore foresee we will have some shortfalls... during the month of June, which will be a critical month, for the population, because they will still not have recovered, we anticipate the crisis to get worse, so we are taking every measure that we can, we are short and will probably have to prioritize the worst and most affected area."There has been some rain in central Ethiopia in recent weeks; not enough to produce the desperately needed bumper harvest in September, but enough to spark fears of an outbreak of water-borne diseases among a weak and vulnerable population.Officials here are predicting many difficult months ahead.
By: http://www.voanews.com/english/2008-05-18voa15.cfm

Please pray for rain & aid in Ethiopia!

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

PIRATE PARTY!

Daddy & TJ trying to look tough! LOL!

Izaiah with some friends.

My Dad & Braylon.

Zai & Bray blowing out the candles
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Izaiah & Braylon opening presents!
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Pirate Birthday Party!!!

Oh Boy, did we have a party on Saturday!!! This year we decided to celebrate our boys birthdays together since they are close together (March & May). Izaiah had been begging me for a year to have a "pirate" theme party. That is just what we did! We had a great turn out and everyone seemed to have a good time!
It is so hard to believe that our babies our now 3 & 4! It seemed like yesterday we were rocking them to sleep, feeding them bottles, & getting up a zillion times during the night. Now they are getting to be so easy. I miss their baby cries & slobbery open-mouth kisses.
Where has the time gone???

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

3 1/2 Months & Counting....

We are getting so anxious & excited as we wait for that phone call & photo of our precious little girl!!! We have been praying for so long for the match to be perfect. That we will be all that she needs & that she will be all that our family needs. I can't imagine what God has in store for us!
As I look at & hold newborn babies, I can't help but wonder... is my baby this small right now? ...is she being held? ...is she fussy? ...is she being fed? I just wonder through out each day what is going on in her life & I long to be with her. I love to read other adoptees blogs as I go through this journey and one put everything into perspective for me...

A lady had been waiting for a while for a photo of her baby. She was getting so anxious and was beginning to get impatient. She kept pleading to God that today would be the day she finnally got to stare at her photo. She felt God tell her "your baby's birth mother is praying for one more month, one more week, one more day, just one more second that she could hold her tiny hands and glare into her beautiful eyes. Don't steal the last moments she has with her."

As I read these words, I began to sob and pray for our baby girl's mother. What sadness she must be feeling to know that she cannot take care of & provide for this little one; or that she could die anytime & will not get to see her baby grow up. I cannot imagine. I have made a commitment to myself & God that everytime I think of our baby, I will also pray for her mother. That He will comfort her & give her rest knowing that she will be in good hands & will be loved so much.
"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord. Plans to prosper you and not to harm you. Plans for hope and a future."